during my o lvl days, i love staying at home. coz home was where i get alot of things done. i get to do alot more studying at home than when i am outside.

but now, when i am working, home seems to have alot of distractions. i am trying to do the things that i need to do. but 3 hours has passed and my work is at its minimum. i cant seem to focus. i think i need to get rid of this technology called wireless for me to focus. haa.

but seriously, im not happy with myself that i cant get alot of things done today. i need the o lvl mood and environment back again. i need to be more productive so that i can make full use of my time at home.

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the other night, while chatting, someone reminded me that it is july alrdy! oh god! its soo fastttt. i was soo confident that its still june. mcm living in the world of my own. but oh mannn! half a year has passed alrdy.

how have i spent the ferst 6 months of the year?
how close / far am i from the goal that i set for myself at the beginning of the year?
what more can be done so that i can be sure that the time i have is fully utilised?

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i was told that i am alwasy rushing for things and maybe i should stop it. and start taking things slow. but slow would mean i will lose out of some things, no?

irregardless of the crap i got at the end of last week, i am still coming back with a positive mindset. i am not gonna change just because she wants me to. i wouldnt do smth that would not benefit me.

so here are smiles to a better week ahead.

l i y a n a*